I finally have the contract in my hands.

So I believe the mother agency drama is about to be over, and I'm just calling it quits with them.

Guess now it will be kind of official. I still have no certainty at all about my future. I can't stay in the USA for too long under the visa I'm at, and I can't apply for another visa yet because I don't have enough tear sheets from magazines. So after I sign the contract the procedure will be to work as much as I can on editorials so I can apply for a visa later.

It's still very confusing but it is one step forward!

Yes I'm stupid like that

EDIT
LOL I just realized how in this picture I look like if I had one sunken tooth or something.

I don't have a sunken tooth, ok? I DON'T

*_o