Yesterday I shot with sean watters again.

He is one of my really good friends here and i love him. even if he makes fun of my accent and everything else i tell him. even if its serious stuff he makes fun of me.
but i love him because he listens and he is a good friend.

last night in my shoot with him i became a little bit of a porn star too... (don't EVER tell my booker thank you), haha. It was nothing too bad but it was the first time i've ever done something like that so it was weird.
although I liked the pictures we got and my face looks really cool in some of them.

before shooting me sean shot a spanish guy called xoan from fusion. he was very nice and it was his first time in nyc. too bad he has to leave soon. he also gave me a nickname... DINO. lol. i don't think i look like a velociraptor but xoan and sean think so (on a side note our names are so funny together: xoan+sean+juan lol).

i had two dreams las night. the first was that i was in a store and a lady and a girl and a baby approached me and were super friendly to me but in reality they were trying to steal my wallet but i caught them and i took them to the police.

the other dream is that someone wanted to touch me but i couldnt move. and i cried. i think i cried in real life too. but the peron didn't touch me in the end, i think.

i shot for a magazine on saturday and im shooting my first paid job tomorrow (sunglasses) and then another magazine in wednesday.

god im finally starting to work i hope it keeps like that

Ah, I also started RUNNING. my eternal quest to find a workout that i like continues, my friend.

running is cool. i sweat a lot and running along the hudson feels NICE.

sorry for not updating. i promise i will try to come back again.

who reads this blog anyways>?

bye loneliness!!!