how to deal with bumps on the road?
when shit happens, when things are out of your control and the doors seem to suddenly close, how do you act? what do you do?

how do you recognize the moment where there is just no more motivations to keep fighting? i know people teach you to keep fighting no matter what, to fight and never surrender, never let anything put you down and mess with your dreams, but there are moments where it is really out of your hands... when it's just better to abort the operation...

have you ever felt in one of those moments? how do you act then?

recently i discovered that traveling for me to any country of the world is really fucking complicated. i cant just take a plane to anywhere in the world... i need visas to go everywhere, and i can only apply for those visas in my country.

which means that i always have to go back to colombia before traveling anywhere else in the world.

i was going to go to milan in june. agency ready and waiting for me, but no. now i cant. and this new situation kind of changes everything from now on because it's going to be the same to every fucking country i try to go to from now on.

it's really bad.

and i don't know what to do, it's really out of my hands, it's all because of really stupid migration laws and colombian discrimination.

im not a drug dealer. im a good person. i take good pictures. i have a degree... why anyone in the world want me?


saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. really sad.

and depressing.

depressed i am.